A late Happy Birthday. Hope you day was great.

My heart went out to you when I saw your picture, then I noticed we are in the same state --Arkansas. You are the same age as my son. Yes, Life throws us so many events--some good while others are are so stressful & sad to our inner being. Losing loved ones-is so sad. I still long for that friend, my mother & father, so many. Boyfriends- I know that subject--in my youth I had one guy that I loved with a passion, but nothing I ever did changed him-he still lied & did drugs. I knew i never could have a life with him..Later the Lord sent me a good man, who is my husband of almost 23 years now & is the father of our son.
As the title says--you have a friend--Jesus Christ--reach out to Him. I don't know if you believe in God. I pray you do, for this world will go to Hell unless people choose the Lord as # !1 in their life. Most people who reads this will boo me, but that's ok. God bless them anyway. Kenya, please find a church group who belives in Jesus Christ. I know this is a hard time to even try to reach out to others but please do so. Find someone to help you find the Lord. (Maybe your family attends church- -if so, please continue & oh my prayer is that the lord will send you a peace & joy that only comes from him.) You will be in my prayers.